We sang this great poem by John Newton in Church today:
I asked the Lord that I might grow,
In faith and love and every grace,
Might more of His salvation know,
And seek more earnestly His face.
It was He who taught me thus to pray,
And He I trust has answered prayer.
But it has been in such a way,
As almost drove me to despair.
I hoped that in some favored hour,
At once He’d answer my request.
And by His love’s constraining power,
Subdue my sins and give me rest.
Instead of this, He made me feel,
The hidden evils of my heart.
And let the angry powers of hell,
Assault my soul in every part.
Yes, more with His own hand, He seemed,
Intent to aggravate my woe.
Crossed all the fair designs I schemed,
Blasted my gourds, and laid me low.
“Lord, why is this?” I trembling cried.
Will You pursue Your worm to death?”
“This is the way” the Lord replied,
“I answer prayer for grace and strength.”
“These inward trials I employ,
From self, and pride, to set you free;
And break your schemes of earthly joy,
That you may find thy all in Me.”
“I pray, O God that I may know you and love you, so that I may rejoice in you. And if I cannot do so fully in this life may I progress gradually until it comes to fullness. Let the knowledge of you grow in me here, and there [in heaven] be made complete; let your let your love grow in me here and there be made complete, so that here my joy may be great in hope, and there be complete in reality. Lord, by Your Son You command, or rather, counsel us to ask and you promise that we shall receive so that our ‘joy may complete.’ I ask, Lord, as you counsel through our admirable counselor. May I receive what you promise through your truth so that my ‘joy may be complete.’ God of truth, I ask that I may receive so that my ‘joy may be complete.’ Until then, let my mind meditate on it, let my tongue speak of it, let my heart love it, let my mouth preach it. Let my soul hunger for it, let my flesh thirst for it, my whole being desire it, until I enter into ‘the joy of the Lord,’ who is God, three in One, blessed forever. Amen.” ~St. Anselm
“If anyone comes to me and does not hate his own father and mother and wife and children and brothers and sisters, yes, and even his own life, he cannot be my disciple. Whoever does not bear his own cross and come after me cannot be my disciple… So therefore, any one of you who does not renounce all that he has cannot be my disciple.”
Steve Saint is the man! He’s the son of Nate Saint, one of the five missionaries killed in Ecuador by the Waodani (Auca) Indians in 1956. Steve has continued his work among the Waodani and has invented an award-winning flying car for providing medical help to remote areas like those where he’s worked in Ecuador. Here’s a video about it.
Thou lovely source of true delight whom I unseen adore
Unveil Thy beauties to my sight that I might love Thee more
Oh that I might love Thee more
Thy glory o’er creation shines yet in Thy sacred word
I read in fairer brighter lines my bleeding, dying Lord
Oh my bleeding, dying Lord
‘Tis here whene’er my comforts droop and sin and sorrows rise
Thy love with cheering beams of hope my fainting heart supplies
My fainting heart’s supplied
And ah too soon the pleasing scene is clouded over with pain
My gloomy fears rise dark between and I again complain
Oh and I again complain
Jesus my Lord, my life, my light, oh come with blissful ray
Break radiant through the shades of night and chase my fears away
Won’t you chase my fears away
Then shall my soul with rapture trace the wonders of Thy love
But the full glories of Thy face are only known above
They are only known above
This video is the testimony of my dear friend, Gabe Taylor. I met Gabe about a year ago, just a couple of weeks after he’d gotten out of prison. He had been in prison for a couple of years and was converted within just a few days after first arriving there. I’ve heard Gabe give this testimony about 5 times now over the months since I first met him and am still moved to tears every time I hear it. Gabe’s progress in the gospel and the Scripture in the three years he’s been saved is amazing. He’s one of the most vibrant Christians I’ve ever met. This year he began his studies at the Center for Pioneer Church Planting, To Every Tribe’s missionary training school. Soli Deo Gloria.
Here’s a powerful hymn text written by pastor and songwriter (and friend of mine), Chris Anderson. I share it with you for Christ’s glory and your joy.
I RUN TO CHRIST
I run to Christ when chased by fear
And find a refuge sure.
“Believe in me,” His voice I hear;
His words and wounds secure.
I run to Christ when torn by grief
And find abundant peace.
“I too had tears,” He gently speaks;
Thus joy and sorrow meet.
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I run to Christ when worn by life
And find my soul refreshed.
“Come unto Me,” He calls through strife;
Fatigue gives way to rest.
I run to Christ when vexed by hell
And find a mighty arm.
“The Devil flees,” the Scriptures tell;
He roars, but cannot harm.
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I run to Christ when stalked by sin
And find a sure escape.
“Deliver me,” I cry to Him;
Temptation yields to grace.
I run to Christ when plagued by shame
And find my one defense.
“I bore God’s wrath,” He pleads my case—
My Advocate and Friend.
I bear witness that never servant had such a Master as I have; never brother had such a Kinsman as He has been to me; never spouse had such a Husband as Christ has been to my soul; never sinner a better Saviour; never soldier a better Captain; never mourner a better Comforter than Christ hath been to my spirit. I want none beside Him. In life, He is my life; and in death, He shall be the death of death; in poverty, Christ is my riches; in sickness, He makes my bed; in darkness, He is my Star; and in brightness, He is my Sun.
What more can I wish than that, while my brief term on earth shall last, I should be the servant of Him who became the Servant of servants for me? I can say, concerning Christ’s religion, if I had to die like a dog, and had no hope whatever of immortality, if I wanted to lead a happy life, let me serve my God with all my heart; let me be a follower of Jesus, and walk in His footsteps. If there were no hereafter, I would still prefer to be a Christian, and the humblest Christian minister, to being a king or an emperor, for I am persuaded there are more delights in Christ, yea, more joy in one glimpse of His face than is to be found in all the praises of this harlot-world, and in all the delights which it can yield to us in its sunniest and brightest days.
D. Martyn Lloyd-Jones, The Unsearchable Riches of Christ, 253:
The secret of the early Christians, the early Protestants, Puritans and Methodists was that they were taught about the love of Christ, and they became filled with a knowledge of it. Once a man has the love of Christ in his heart you need not train him to witness; he will do it. He will know the power, the constraint, the motive; everything is already there. It is a plain lie to suggest that people who regard this knowledge of the love of Christ as the supreme thing are useless, unhealthy mystics. The servants of God who have most adorned the life and the history of the Christian Church have always been men who have realized that this is the most important thing of all, and they have spent hours in prayer seeking His face and enjoying His love. The man who knows the love of Christ in his heart can do more in one hour than the busy type of man can do in a century. God forbid that we should ever make of activity an end in itself. Let us realize that the motive must come first, and that the motive must ever be the love of Christ.
Ministry has a lot to do with stepping outside of our own lives, culture and comfort zone and entering the lives of other people with the goal of establishing personal evangelistic and disciple-making relationships. Today I stumbled across this powerful video about how one family has impacted a neighborhood for Christ by choosing to live cross-culturally in their own city.
In the most recent edition of the theological journal Themelios, Zaspel has published a fine article entitled “B. B. Warfield on Creation and Evolution.” The article can be read here (online HTML) or here (PDF).
Yesterday, over at The Gospel Coalition Blog, Collin Hansen asked a number of veteran seminary professors (like Al Mohler, Richard Pratt and D.A. Carson) this question: What one thing you would change about seminary education? The answers were interesting, but one–that of Richard Pratt–really resonated with me.
The reason it resonated with me is that within two years of leaving seminary and being out in ministry–in part, a seminary ministry, mind you–I had come to the conclusion seminaries, as they’re conceived of and operated in western Christianity, are not effective instruments for training men for pastoral ministry–or any ministry for that matter (except, perhaps, an academic one). Now, several years later, that conviction is only stronger and growing. I’ll go ahead and share Pratt’s quote here, and in a later post I’ll share why it resonated with me so powerfully and why I’m no longer a strong proponent of seminary training.
Here’s Pratt’s answer:
If I were king and could wave my magical scepter, I would radically change the basic agenda of seminary.
After 22 years of teaching in a seminary, I slowly began to realize something. We were not preparing the kinds of leaders that evangelical churches in North America need. Let’s face it; evangelicalism has seen better days. God is at work in many places and in many ways, but on the whole, the news is not good. Our numbers are dwindling; our theology is unraveling; our zeal for Christ is dissipating. Now more than ever, we need seminaries to give the church leaders who are empowered by the Spirit for radical, sacrificial devotion to Christ and his kingdom. And they’d better do it quickly.
I was recently in China, talking with the president of a house church network of more than 1 million people. He asked me for advice on preparing the next generation of pastors. I looked at him and said, “The only thing I know is what you should not do.” He smiled and asked, “What’s that?” My reply surprised him. “You should not do what we have done in the West. The results of that approach have become clear.”
The agenda of evangelical seminaries is set primarily by scholars. Professors decide how students will spend their time; they determine students’ priorities; they set the pace. And guess what. Scholars’ agenda seldom match the needs of the church.
Can you imagine what kind of soldiers our nation would have if basic training amounted to reading books, listening to lectures, writing papers, and taking exams? We’d have dead soldiers. The first time a bullet wizzed past their heads on the battlefield, they’d panic. The first explosion they saw would send them running. So, what is basic training for the military? Recruits learn the information they need to know, but this is a relatively small part of their preparation. Most of basic training is devoted to supervised battle simulation. Recruits are put through harrowing emotional and physical stress. They crawl under live bullet fire. They practice hand to hand combat.
If I could wave a magic scepter and change seminary today, I’d turn it into a grueling physical and spiritual experience. I’d find ways to reach academic goals more quickly and effectively and then devote most of the curriculum to supervised battle simulation. I’d put students through endless hours of hands-on service to the sick and dying, physically dangerous evangelism, frequent preaching and teaching the Scriptures, and days on end of fasting and prayer. Seminary would either make them or break them.
Do you know what would happen? Very few young men would want to attend. Only those who had been called by God would subject themselves to this kind of seminary. Yet they would be recruits for kingdom service, not mere students. They would be ready for the battle of gospel ministry. (Emphasis added)
Hi, this is the personal blog of AJ Gibson. Here I post some of my random musings on theology, life, God, etc. My family and I are missionaries, seeking to spread the message of "the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ." To learn about our ministry, please visit our ministry website.